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My slow Poison

Sep 27 2010

You once induced me like a drug.

And I gave in to your sedation.

I had to learn, that all this time,

You were just slow poison.

 

All you have to do is look at me,

And you can see it all.

I can’t stand the truth right now.

Oh, please, just let me go.

 

You are like the sun.

You blind me.

And yet you are warm and charming.

How can I deny you?

 

I could never see my reflection,

Mirrors are such tricky things.

But then you painted me a portrait,

And now, for the first time, I can see.

 

Your touch trails and burns.

I want to consume you,

Burn you,

and watch you turn to ash.

 

Mend my heart,

Brush off the dust,

Heal my wounds,

And make your mark.

 

For you I gamble everything,

And mix it with the sin.

For that smile and crooked heart,

I burn and burn again.

 

This game we play is madness.

But I will not stop,

And you will not stop,

Until we’ve both reached the end.

 

The ground shakes, earth quakes,

I’m finally breaking down.

Big explosion, death-trap blast,

This is everything I’ve become.

 

I’ve found that silver lining,

Here beside me all this time.

I never knew, I never imagined…

That you would be the one.

 

For this I know for certain,

Even past the edge of space,

And beyond the end of time,

I will love you

Today

Tomorrow

Forever